sir, i've a good mind to take you outside

i put my thumb and finger on a map between ely and newcastle, then between ely and falmouth and realised... even though i live in the 'south' of england, it's actually further away to go south than north. A 5-6 hour car journey followed by a 3-4 hour train ride in fact. i fall asleep on transport really easily. Driving home from college is dangerous to me for this reason. I think it's the vibrations in the seat that relax me and my eyes start to get heavy naturally.
on sunday we went to the beach and climbed on rocks, and drove around the country and town, where it seems it's just houses and oil refineries. it's a very different landscape from where i live right now. the possible highlight of it all was when bex, nicole and i started to make a roast, and then nick and jesse and everyone started joining in. making something so tasty from scratch is really satisfying, and having fun along the way. the majority was spent chilling out and meeting lots of people. i enjoyed it, but all the time wishing ruth was there. she would've loved the place and people, and most of all i would've loved her being there. i know she was back here worrying about me :) sweetie. and i'm confident about the interview going pretty well too! will i choose it though? nah, i very much doubt it. i recommend the uni and the town to others for its prettiness, freedom and stuff... but my life isn't there. my industry isn't there. everything will just... click better somewhere nearer to home. definitely will visit more often though, hopefully not alone though.... joe, summer 09 maybe? ruby? anyone? xx
anyway, my blogging abscence has been explained by the above. joes new blog-video is really excellent. he seems to write consistently amazing guitar hooks for outros to songs, it's possibly his signature awesomeness. i want to do a video with guitar and singing but i haven't got the mouth.




dinner x