Trackhead

Don't know how I became addicted to Track. No, it's not slang for anything, it's this ucas thing where you can see if any universities have responded to your application. Now, I don't know why but I feel really unsure about the whole thing. Maybe it's the fact it was handled by CRC, maybe it's the fact I don't have as great AS grades as I should, cos I gave up halfway through the year and quit, maybe it's the fact I soon might have a life I won't want to move away from. But the future is unwritten, so who knows what person I will be in a year's time? Let me stop this before it goes really deep and becomes like that other blog.

top left, lookin like a sucka.

I made some sound and jumped around on a big stage last night. It was pretty crazy, I hope I get a chance to do it again and again. I also spent my night with people who can only make me happy, the guys in the band(s) only ever had funny and positive things to say. My family turned out, and they enjoyed it surprisingly - they (kind of were obliged to) tell me that Tell It To The Marines played the best set of the evening. Joseph came too, I was so pleased to see him and he said more posi stuff! And last but not least, Ruth had to put up with me all evening and a portion of the day, I dragged her around the whole of the Corn Exchange, and Cambridge to an extent, so I am ever thankful she kept a smile on. The very funny ending came during A.R.T's set (I think many young teens left to catch trains after the Marines) where they were trying to play that Soulja Boy song, and the house lights came up and their instruments got quieter. Lolza! Still, they were entertaining and everyone else was too. And James Page gave me a piggy back during the epic cornex stage invasion of 2009.

this is just a picture, not a video, haha.

I want to do something tomorrow, something good and fun that I can look back at or keep. So many days I go through and at the end all I have done is stay alive. I wanna make a memory or a song or a picture or a film. Anyone have a stimulus? Someone wanna come over?

I really HAVE to find my passport within the next week, else I'm screwed.
sleep well. x