i woke up 10 minutes before my phone alarm was set to go off. i turned it off and saw that i had a text, it was 5 words long, but i've never had the feeling i felt this morning before. it made me so happy and feel positive, yet it was crushing and i felt so helpless at the same time.
i usually can't get up in the mornings, pressing my snooze button and snoozing back to sleep.
this morning i lay awake, thinking. my mind just fighting with itself about which emotion it was meant to be feeling. i don't do this often, but i began to cry.
i am at a point in my life where i can change everything, i have to.
i wish i could have the best of both worlds.
too.
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